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Can a body?

January 16, 2021 by Nora Lester Murad

Can a body feel too much?

Can a body experience the panic and the desperation and the fear and the coldness and the gunshot and the anger and the guilt and more fear 

and still breathe and beat?

Can a body be pulled simultaneously up toward the light of radical love 

and down into throbbing memories — without ripping?

Can a body face hate and hate and more hate and still find compassion?

Can a body violated open again to embrace?

Can a body sense the totality of powerlessness and still rise in the morning to the sun?

Can a body feel clean after bathing in dirty water?

Can a body stay present in this reality and still imagine a better one?

Can a body ever rest?

I woke up this morning feeling so very white

August 15, 2020 by Nora Lester Murad

I woke up this morning feeling so very white.

I am outraged that my elected officials in Newton, MA took a major decision without listening to me and without considering the impact on me.

This is what I hear Black people say they feel every day.

I am overwhelmed by the need to fix the whole damn system while trying to figure out what’s best for my kid within the bad choices I’ve got.

This is what I hear Black people say they feel every day.

I feel traumatized by watching the student representatives to the School Committee (who happen to make up a significant percentage of the diversity on the committee) be told that they were allowed to ask questions for the adults to answer, but were not allowed to express their opinions about solutions — despite the fact that they are the MOST affected by the vote.

I feel shocked that Anping had to repeat his very simple but profound question (what scenarios will trigger a return to full remote learning?) over and over and OVER again only to have white person after white person explain to him (wrongly) that his question had been answered.

I feel furious that several white school committee members explicitly based their decisions for the district on their own personal experience but brushed off others’ experiences by saying that “we have to rely on the experts” (who, by the way, they chose).

I feel resentful that the two “minorities” on the committee who spoke for me — Matthew and Tamika — had to express themselves using white supremacist cultural rules (calm, composed, eloquent, detached) despite the fact that they were fighting for our lives and the wellbeing of our children.

This is what I hear Black people say they feel every day.

I feel frightened that working people — especially teachers and nurses — are unprotected and vulnerable for the sake of the “preferences” of rich, white people.

I feel UNSAFE in Newton, MA because the system is not designed to protect all people, listen to all people, respond to a diversity of perspectives or even to consider them. 

This is what I hear Black people say they feel every day.

Deeper issues for Arab philanthropy need to be discussed

May 22, 2018 by Nora Lester Murad

This article is the result of a request by Philanthropy for Social Justice and Peace. It first appeared on their website and simultaneously in Alliance Magazine.

A comprehensive and well-written report, Caroline Hartnell’s just-released Philanthropy in the Arab Region: A working paper gave me a feeling of déjà vu. The report featured the same deservedly respected experts that are featured in every report on Arab philanthropy, and they were saying things I’d heard for years at conferences, in articles, and, I felt sure, in other ‘state of the field’ reports.

I scoured my files and found document after document, all covering similar themes: acknowledging traditional forms of giving, bemoaning the lack of a legal/regulatory framework, complaining about insufficient professionalization in the field, lamenting the weakness of the civil society sector, and explaining the difficulty of getting Arabs to give to secular institutions with objectives that are broader than poverty alleviation. Then, in conclusion, there is a sense of optimism that with more effort and time and more international support, things will get better.

I traced the origin of many of these themes back to the then-groundbreaking 2008 tome From Charity to Social Change: Trends in Arab Philanthropy by Barbara Ibrahim and Dina Sherif, the original mavericks behind the John T Gerhart Center for Civic Engagement in the Arab World at the American University of Cairo.

Is it possible that so little has changed in ten years?

Sadly, it is possible. After all these years, the report reveals the persistence of a predominant and unexamined assumption in the Arab philanthropic sector that progress can be measured by the extent to which it looks more and more like western philanthropy. The concept of philanthropy is frequently conflated with money, which impoverishes local communities by accounting for their lack of money rather than valuing the abundance of their non-monetary resources. It conflates philanthropy with the organizational structure that the west calls a foundation, as in the statement: ‘In Tunisia, where there are no local foundations, almost all philanthropic money currently comes from foreign sources.’ The local sharing, giving and multiplicity of forms of social solidarity that have held old cultures together for generations are not given the attention they deserve.

Much is said about the need to build philanthropic infrastructure like in the west (eg tax deductibility), but these conclusions are drawn from comparisons that lack historic and economic context. The US philanthropic sector in the US, and especially the structure of the foundation, was built with the spoils of US colonialism, militarism, and unsustainable consumerism. The generation that was born poor and died rich because of stock market growth and exploitation of workers created legal/financial structures that let them expand their influence under the guise of charity. Which part of this history can – and should – the Arab world try to emulate?

In this rush to westernize, there is also insufficient attention to how Arab (and other) civil society actors become more vulnerable when they link their aspirations to the west. They become vulnerable to pressure to work in English and to explain their goals in ways that will make western donors feel comfortable, and to political pressures embedded in anti-terrorism and other US foreign policy agendas. Perhaps most importantly, a non-critical approach may see the west as a source of funds, but fail to recognize the west (or global north) as a source of many of the economic, political and military interventions that cause the problems that Arab philanthropy seeks to alleviate.

From this point of view, the requirement that civil society organize itself into NGOs is a kind of cultural imperialism. Arab philanthropy, one would hope, would be more open to and supportive of communities’ own forms of organization and methods for pursuing their own agendas. But this would be a mistake. This would assume that Arab philanthropy is automatically supportive of Arab communities, that it is more progressive because it serves its own people.

But with the exception of comments by community philanthropist and activist Marwa El-Daly, there is virtually no discussion in the field (or in this report) about the need for fundamental changes in power structures and democratization of access to resources. The term ‘accountability’ appears only four times in the 58-page report, and the concept is treated superficially rather than as a fundamental requirement of good philanthropy.

As a result, Philanthropy in the Arab World: A working paper, gives the impression that increasing giving of money is an objective in and of itself. That’s why there is such interest in corporate giving without a corresponding concern about the importance of civil society’s independence from the private and public sectors. The challenge of government’s relationship with civil society isn’t a technical one, it’s a fundamental struggle about democratic vs oligarchic control.

My position should be clear by now: “real” philanthropy is social justice philanthropy. Unfortunately, I couldn’t tell in Hartnell’s report which agenda Arab philanthropy wants to support. Shouldn’t we worry less about how much money we have or don’t have and more about what we’re trying to accomplish in the world? Fortunately, the report is a ‘working paper’, so there’s still time to address these deeper issues.

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